AresJoxerCupidStrife - Mistress


TITLE: What Would Happen...
AUTHOR: Mistress
RATING: PG
PAIRING: Ares/Joxer
DISCLAIMER: Not Mine Don't Sue...if i owned them they would be a lot
happier *wink wink wink*.....song belongs to Meredith Brookes
DESCRIPTION: song fic
ARCHIVE: ajcsfics anyone ask first
NOTES: this is my first Xena/Herc fic be gentle enjoy


You scare me. That's no secret. You scare everyone. Your dark and cruel.
You can be evilly sadistic. And you scare me shirtless. Ane they all
think they know why. They all think they know me. They all think they
got me pegged. They think because your big bad and dark then of course
little ol' me should be shivering in his boots. They think because I
know you could blast me to Tartarus and back that that's the reason I
won't meet your eyes. I got news for ya', that's NOT IT.

Because I'm not scared of you. I'm scared of me. I'm terrified of the
fact at when your around, all I want to do is worship the way you
deserve. I'm terrified because the sound of your voice sends shivers
down my spine. I'm terrified because your eyes burn me, I feel it. I'm
terrified because I don't think when I'm around you., my mind shuts down
and pictures of you in all your massive beauty flit behind my eyes.

When I don't see you, when your too busy to stop by and cause trouble,
that's when it hets worse. Your an addiction, a need, but get too close
and get burned. When everyone is asleep at night and I lay there staring
up at the heavens, it's you I think about, and that scares me.

What would it feel like to have your body above mine, pressing down on
me? What would it be like to be possessed by you, to give my self over
to your power and strength? What would happen if you were to touch me?
What would happen if my dreams and fantasies were granted? What would
happen if we....
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Electricity
Eye to eye
Hey do I know you
I can't speak
Stripped my senses
on the spot
I've never been defenceless
I can't even make sense of this
You speak and I don't hear a word.

What would happen if we kissed
Would your tongue slip passed my lips
Would you run away
Would you stay
Or would I melt into you
Mouth to mouth
Lust to lust
Spontaneously combust.
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I don't know when it happened, when it started. I can't name a specific
time or place. Maybe recently but I don't think so. I think I've felt
this way since I was a child. Too scrawny and clumsy to be a great
warrior. Too stubborn to give up. I think that first time I prayed to
you, when I offered my very soul to be your best, most devoted warrior,
that's when it started. That's when my heart was lost forever.

But nobody knows that. Everyone thinks I love that blond harpy as
'some' may call her. I swoon and sigh like a love sick puppy. I even
have you fooled. I have to, or I'd be falling all over myself for you,
and I fall enough as it is. But it's easier to chase after her, even
though you are both unattainable.
-----------

Room is spinning
Out of control
You act like you don't notice
Brushed my hand
Forbidden fruit
Ring on my finger
You're such a moral, moral man
Would you throw it away?--Question
Will I pretend I'm innocent

What would happen if we kissed
Would your tongue slip past my lips
Would you run away
Would you stay
Or would I melt into you
Mouth to mouth
Lust to lust
Spontaneously combust

What would happen if we kissed
------------

Joxer knelt in Ares temple, head bowed in silent prayer. He knew he was
safe here. No one would look here, no one would find him. He knew his
prayers were safe. He held no illusions. His prayers had never been
answered, probably never heard, but he still prayed. It was getting so
hard to deny it, so hard to hide.

A flash of light, a sudden flare and he was staring up at the man of his
dreams. His GOD, the one he would willingly die for. Only feet from
him. In that moment he couldn't hide it. In that moment his eye's told
his secret. His body betrayed him, standing on shaky legs to come eye
to eye with Ares.
------------

I struggle with myself again
Quickly the walls are crumbling
Don't know if I could turn away
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Ares stared at the mortal in front of him. never had he heard a more
heartfelt, sorrow filled prayer. Not really a prayer but a declaration,
an oath of heart and soul. He couldn't describe the emotions rolling
through him as he looked at the way ward warrior.

But he couldn't stop himself as he stepped closer. He couldn't look
away from the wide eye's full of longing and...something more. His hand
reached out to gently caress a soft cheek and Joxer's eye's closed in a
sigh. He was transfixed by that mouth, so gently and sweet. He
couldn't stop himself from leaning in closer. Just for a taste.
------------
What would happen if he kissed
Would your tongue slip past my lips
Would you run away
Would you stay
Or would I melt into you
Mouth to mouth
If we kissed
Would your tongue slip past my lips
Would you run away
Would you stay
Or would I melt into you
Mouth to mouth
If we kissed...
If we kissed...



THE END


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